this song got leaked on soundcloud. i got ahold of it and shared it on youtube…🔥

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produced by: NATIVE.
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lyrics:

Lately i've been working through the night
doc say i 'gotta rest more, anxiety hit a new height don't know why i'm so stressed for, don't know why i'm so alone again i've been drinking on my own again, don't why i'm so distant from the world i can feel it all closing in -like fuck tell me why i feel nothings changed, tell me why it all feels the same, all the demons still in my head can't push 'em out nothing numbs the pain. Anthro say “we 'gotta trust the plan” -feel like no one really understands what i'm going through, still a kid, still wearing shoes i gotta grow into.

These days i don't smile no more, these days i pretend to,
these days i've been so numb -look at all the shit that i've been through, these days people leaving so fast i don't know who to turn to, these days full of lessons but i guess it's just some shit i gotta learn through, yeah.

I'm just hoping i don't break, i'm just hoping if there's a god that he sees past the mistakes, music shit is so stressful so many nights i almost gave it up, so many nights i spent so depressed thinking i would never be great enough, then i had a nervous breakdown 2017 i ain't know who to turn to.

May of 2018 i'm back in the hospital tryna work through all this pent up anxiety. i want to live but it hurts too when the people that you thought would never leave are the first ones to desert you but i'm numb now, these days i don't give a fuck built a wall to keep my feelings in all they did was lock my demons up, you so worried 'bout me changing, promised you i'll be the real me, promised you i'll always be the same
even if it fucking kills me, even if it fucking kills me.


#Phora #IfItKillsMe

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