LIMITED TIME MORTIS PLUSHIE: [ Ссылка ]
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Worked on this on and off for the last yr (technically since 2020 since thats when earlier renditions were made, Ill probably post those storyboards on my alt)
I took like... 2-6 months hiatuses on each scene so the art style is uh very inconsistent not like thats offbrand for me anyway lol
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The "meme" part is inspired by: [ Ссылка ]
Song by: [ Ссылка ]
please don't copy this because it's still personal to me ,
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discord.gg/sashley
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-Thank you kofi members-
MOCHATHETANUKI
MUNCHYBOWS
MICROWXAVE
PAWUKI
SAITO LYNXWERK CHOFFU RENNY ^__^ LERTAS XREFROU PARAN WEIYA KEN ART DUDE BAZEL SILVERTHEPROTOGEN SUGARR NOVAIIX CASUALLINE AURPLE
DELETLO WAFFLEZ MEOWCHI VALERIE ONYX DESS ARTS LUMINEARK HAILPSYCHOBITCH VAL/VEE LOOPYDALAMB
RIN CRYOMUNDUS LOVESIICK LEFTYSCOTT NOAH THE COOL! FISHCAT
CLOVER CHOMPYBOO NAMICLAWS_1829 SSAKRA LORD CORPSEKAT SNICCSNACKS TRVLEXU SILVERTWINKLE CLONE ATHREUS
MYSTERIOUS TEARZ NEROCHII AWUOOF LUNARROZE DARK KYLE D3RPS4N1TY RUBIIQUE COYOTE MAN PUPPIGVTZ SPARKZYMILES 9 LILIX DANDAN KAITLYN CHIRALIC DRIZZY ALISTER IK LEONIE NEPT0ONZ BINGO YEWMEW ANOTHERBRONY
KRIQUEZO TOMMY GOODWIRE KITTYCORNZX KIRA DEMIWITHERS ISA2 MORANT
MOTHY ALIASTRAE RWBY WOLF
MOCHKOI MILLIEKIMA
#animation #trending #sashley
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This animation is about the spiraling health that is called "me"
I think being a content creator at the prime age of development has permanantly broken my brain.
Ontop of being abused for years by almost everybody I came in contact to
ongoing all of my teen years
My whole life I had been around very bad people who broke me down bit by bit
I cut them off, I have better people around me now. but the effects still remain
I do not know who I was before and I refer to them as a different person
but I also feel like I've taken over somebody elses life.
I feel bad for this, because the person who was in my body before me seemed to experience a lot more emotions, while all I feel is negativity
I cant reciprocate real love and gratitude any more
I have never been in a state to carry such a big platform
Everybody is out to get me 24/7, so many eyes on me, lies and rumors, stuck reliving traumatic events from when i was 12-15 any slip up results in my life being at danger.
Staying silent because that's all I've ever known to keep my mind in tact
The paranoia and stress eating away at me everyday
I can barely sleep without waking up from knots in my stomach.
"returning" has led to many anxiety attacks and manic episodes. I don't know if this is what I want to persue. Why continue something that will potentially lead to my demise?
in the future, I hope I will be able to leave the internet and have a happy healthy life with a therapist
I feel my sanity slipping away, and everyday I become more and more surreal
my psyche is dying, and I fear its a point of no return
My characters don't have lore theyre just fragments of my mind
Representing rebirth, and eventually complete hopelessness and insanity
This is as coherent as I can get
