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“Imperfections, if we allowed them, can help to create a blinding love to fill a perfectly, imperfect life.”
― ALLENE VANOIRSCHOT
This channel is for those of you that are walking through your shadows, seeking the ability to connect with self-love. My hope is that through meditation, mantra, natural law, sacred plants, and the common thread that binds us all to a deeper purpose, we shall move beyond differences into a wholeness.
I have lived a life that would have broken most people, and unfortunately, as I hurt so did I hurt others along the way. This is a story that all of us have at our core, whether we admit it or not. This is the path of the imperfectly perfect. A path of the circle people, always circling back to the mirror to see yet another piece of our unknown self to heal.
I worked so diligently since age 30 trying to be better, do better, live better, but never believing that I deserved better.
Just as you, I too was born through the veil destined to forget all the lives past. My initiation into awareness began at the hands of my father, his abuse became my abuse. This shame and blame became my burden to carry long after he passed away. Like so many of you, I lived with so much of myself silent and unseen, not for fear of acceptance, but of the shame of feeling undeserving of love.
Even after 2 near-death experiences, the first I found Jedi Krishnamurti on the other side, he became my avatar aka ascended master. The second time I drowned in a river at age 33, and in the 2 mins I was under I walked alongside of my other ascended master Yeshua Ben Yosef aka Jesus. I walked with these magical masters for what seemed years there, but only minutes here.
Even with all of that knowledge and insight I still was unable to see myself. I created insulation around every aspect of my life in the silence that separated my inner child from the pain of past wounds. This story may sound familiar in some ways because it is our story. A collective story, one of feeling misaligned and frail. This led me to a full kundalini awakening even before I knew what it was or why. It took many years of study and exploration to move through all the information brought from both sessions on the other side. I continue as all of you to unfold and heal past traumas and lives even in a non-linear dimension every day. I go as deep as possible so that I can also be there for you all on your journey.
Then this past February 2020 something shook me to my core, I journeyed with mama ayahuasca into the deepest abyss, beyond my lies, beyond my excuses, beyond my illusions into pain so great that it had to be buried or it would have broken me. She showed me my past, my future, my soul family, my purpose. She freed me from an ancient disease, disobedience that sits in the shame of suffering. She connected me to the grid of all god, all life, and allowed me to witness the birth of all beings, the well of souls. I have never known such a deep love, a vibrating space of oneness, and open conduit to creation itself.
My purpose here is to share what I have seen, to show you what I have healed, to speak of what I hear, to offer myself in service beyond my own human selfishness. I now realize that even my multiple abusers were part of my path to divine love and that in order to find the freedom I need only to realize everything is as it was supposed to be.
I speak to those along my path that I have injured or not shown my true luminous body to. I also thank you for our communion in this brilliant dance of collective learning about love, and how to love through all experiences. I am shedding my insulation, my injuries, and my illusions this is awakening the quantum luminous body. Who you are is where you are, but where you are is not who you truly are.
I will work through distance healing, mediative teaching, energy readings that are prerecorded, and the occasional group session or readings. I promise that every day I will wake up aware of my purpose and path, I am only a lighthouse, I lead myself to the love I know I deserve.
I am not a guru, I am not a saint, I am not a religious leader. I AM, I AM.
I am a man, a human, a work of progress, a state of being, a luminous soul in the human experience. I am here imperfectly shinning in the dark that I knew so well as an injured child. I am a sample of a simple concept of dedication to inner growth, and not giving up. This is what I can offer, and years of practice that was still not productive until I was ready to let go of even my own life to find the liberation of divine love.
Do not follow me, walk with me. For if either of us falls, let the other reach out as Yeshua reached out to Peter as he sank into his dark night on the water.
For any prerecorded sessions or meditations contact me here or my other social media.
Namaste Your Way, because this is your walk.
