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My mental health has been a bit all over the place lately. I've been feeling really down and just needed to do a bit of a vent edit.
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
Colouring: Julia Misiak
Fandoms: 13 Reasons Why, Stranger Things, 9-1-1, Sherlock, The End of the Fucking World, Supernatural, Sex Education, The Edge of Seventeen, Glee, The Vampire Diaries, Shameless, Teen Wolf, Killing Eve, Dynasty, The Leftovers, The 100, To The Bone, Lucifer.
Voiceovers (just in case you can't hear them properly)
- Mom? (13 Reasons Why)
- Why is everything always my fault? (Sherlock)
- What if there is something wrong with me? Something really wrong. I'm a mess Dean and you know it. Sometimes I feel like I'm never actually gonna be alright (Supernatural)
- I know I let you down. (9-1-1)
- It seemed like no matter what I did, I kept letting people down. I kept thinking how everyone's lives would be better without me. (13 Reasons Why)
- Why didn't he go for me? (The Vampire Diaries)
- Are you gonna leave? (Shameless)
- You don't know what it's like to watch somebody you love walk away. (9-1-1)
- Everyone always leaves (Shameless)
- And I try so hard and I'm never the one (The Vampire Diaries)
- I don't feel anything (13 Reasons Why)
- I don't really feel anything anymore (TEOTFW)
- I feel nothing (Killing Eve)
- I don't care anymore ( 13RW)
- I don't feel anything (Killing Eve)
- You're exhausting ( 9-1-1)
- Get out (Dynasty)
- And I feel like my head is about to explode if it doesn't stop. I just need it to stop (Sex Education
- I'm exhausted. I'm suffocating (Dynasty)
- You're not talking about killing yourself are you? Yeah (9-1-1)
- I wake up and I think again, really? I have to do this again (Killing Eve)
- I'm sorry that I'm not a person anymore. I'm a problem and it's all my fault (To The Bone)
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