How Much Can A Heart Take is a song I’ve been meaning to sing for a long time! I never really related to this song cause I don’t believe in giving back what I get when it’s bad. Why? It just circulates bad and that’s not what we need in this world.

However, it’s only today that I understand this song cause I’ve now experienced a situation with my first love where I convinced myself that even though we broke up near three weeks ago, him and I are finding ‘us’ difficult to get over. Thing is, he just told me he went out on a romantic date with a girl from Istanbul who’s ‘as cute as an angel’ - a saying he used a lot with me. He nearly had her but It ended up she accepted his invite to go out for dinner together regardless of being in a engaged so, it didn’t happen. He does say that he wouldnt go there cause he loves me too much but no man takes a Woman out for dinner just to chat or be friends 🤣. I ain’t stupid☝🏽.

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I on the other hand, I haven’t even looked at another man or allowed myself to even want to be with anyone else cause I love him soo much. After a day of listening to mates and their stories of being cheated on, I was certain mine felt the same way and yet, I was soo dumb to think that ‘our break’ up would make him want to wait for me! Hahah! How does that even make sense?!?! You break up to stay loyal to one another?? So, I’ve realised now that ‘this sh*t is trash’ and even though I’m not going to go out with others just cause he did I certainly need to consider the fact that maybe, I want something different or maybe I’m just not trying to understand. Let’s admit it, Everyone deals with breakups differently and yes, we are broken up so, I just need to deal and move on 🤦🏽‍♀️.

You want to know more? You’ll find out in the Montenegrin vlogs coming up next month!! Ahhhh!! 😱😆.

Stay safe and HAPPY SATURDAY!

Xx

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