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Music by Eminem
Lyrics written by Delilah Bon
What's it really matter when you're never gonna try it
and you never wanna buy it and they're telling you to try it
in the meantime watching your every single move as you tip toe
oh no, girl speaks truth
what's it really matter if you're never gonna try
what's it really matter if you're only gonna die
what's it really matter if the world wont stop
when you're screaming out 'please just give me time'
look, I don't have no time to talk to my demons
but I think I'll pass the mic because they're trying to steal it
I don't need nobody to remind me of my worth
the monster in the closet wears my skin like it is hers
I'm a monster, you get in my way imma feed you to the monster
normal during the day but at night turn to a monster
when the moons shines I'll be sitting on your shoulder
pretty little girls boss bitches when they're older
pretty little girl, wanna see the world?
do you wanna dance, do you wanna do a twirl?
do you wanna screw? do you wanna drive?
I've got a car parked right outside
'Wait, hold up... teeth? Wow don't bite, ouch"!
"I know you said you're freaky, but it's got too much now".
Oh little man did I hurt your feelings? Your pinky winky's feelings?
Ha! I kiss and tell. Ha! You know that well
Cause when you're out here screwing every girl you tell the world
'Sarah had the saggy tits, Poppy didn't wash too well'
but you didn't give a shit about anybody else
when it turns out you're the one on the shelf
feeling used like the girls that you tossed to the side
when the monster within just eats you alive
I'm a monster, you get in my way imma feed you to the monster
normal during the day but at night turn to a monster
when the moons shines I'll be sitting on your shoulder
pretty little girls boss bitches when they're older
I'm a monster, you get in my way imma feed you to the monster
normal during the day but at night turn to a monster
when the moons shines I'll be sitting on your shoulder
pretty little girls boss bitches when they're older
Boss bitch, living her life
all I really wanted was a place that's mine
living in my bedroom all the time just makes me crazy, lose my mind
arghhh I'm just sick, sick of the bullshit, sick of the dick
sick of the truth that's why I pick to play my barbies like I'm six
Hello I'm Delilah, come lets play with worms and spiders in the mud
pyjamas, my parents will not find us
but you ruined it, you ruined it!
You thought that I meant 'doing it'
Had to beat him with a stick, he tried to show his willy
Oh shit I killed him, I don't know what I should do
I've got blood all on my dress and I just bought it brand new
and so they think I'm crazy? So tell me what should I do
If there's a monster that's controlling me and daring me to?
It's not my fault! It's not my fault that I'm crazy
I chew the heads off my barbies and spit them all in the bin
It's not my fault! It's not my fault that you hate me
yet your here watching me daily and getting pissed that I win
Cause I'm a monster, tied up in a cage feeling rage at the world I can't change
getting worse by the day
sometimes I feel you'll never hear my words
unless I'm amplified by money I don't have and fame
So I'm coming up all quiet on the mic you wanna try it
I'm not claiming to be better
I'm just starting up a riot of my own inside my head
I'll scream until I'm dead
Cos girl within me's screaming
but I'm silenced by the hand of the monster
Little do you know what's coming up for me
Little do you know what Delilah gonna be
Little do you know what a girl's gonna do when she's pissed at the world
nobody wants to say it but it's true
I know what you say, when you see me in my lane
you wanna see me fall so bad
you threw a party just to say 'You failed, You Failed'!
They're always doubting me,
so please excuse me when I make it big and I'll be saying
'Who, wait you? The bully from my school?'
The teacher that you hated wants an autograph from you
It's true, man cool You thought I was a fool
But now you wanna party with the coolest girl in school
