Written, performed and Produced by Grace VanderWaal.
Published July 23 2022.
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Lyrics: (some words are unclear to me, denoted by a "?")

[verse 1]
It don’t speak loud
Tape it’s mouth
Killed by lightning
What happened
To my own
On my own
Teeth are grinding
Plain sight hiding

[chorus 1]
And I’m going to clubs
Trying on drugs
Doing too much
Calm my nerves
But it stays right there
Fucked up years

And when I run
Like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there
Won’t disappear..

[verse 2]
Try to find my arc(?)
Used to be fearless
But now I’m worried
That all along, well
It wasn’t the home
It wasn’t the family
It wasn’t the shit town
It was always me

[chorus 2]
And I’m going to clubs
Trying on drugs
Doing too much
Calm the nerves
But it stays right there
Fucked up years

And when I run
Like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there
So I’ll just disappear..

Disappear.. disappear…
Disappear.. disappear…

[Bridge]
And I’m stealing the identities
That I was running from my past
But I was trying to run from it
So what do I do now
That I was running to the future
But the fucked up past
Is me somehow (?)

[chorus 3]
And I’m going to clubs
I’m trying on drugs
I’m doing too much
I’m calm the nerves (?)
But it stays right there
My fucked up years

And when I run
Like glue it comes
A shadow that’s not my own
It stays right there
So I’ll just stay right here
It all just stays so near
So I’ll just disappear..

Disappear.. disappear…
Fucked up years.. fucked up years..

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