I don't know how and where to start.
I am still crying, I cried the whole night and it feels like I'll never be happy again.

Merlin is over for good and I don't know how to handle that.
I've been following and loving this show for about 3 years now. I stumbled upon it while studying math and my TV was running as a sideline. And there was Merlin (1x09) on TV and well, forget math and discover your favourite show...

The show got a huge place in my heart and it will always have.
One of my friend always says that it is just a stupid show about a little guy talking with dragons but for me it isn't. It is a great story about friendship, faith, magic and especially two guys and their endless love for eachother (you can see it in any way you want but seriously, nobody can ever deny their love for eachother). Merlin and Arthur's relationship is and will always be one of the strongest and most beautiful relashionships EVER portrayed in history. (No, I don't wanna talk about them in the last ep now because I would burst out crying again and we don't want that because then I'll never get to finish writing this description.)

The show made me cry tears of laughter but also a lot of tears of pain. If I've known form the beginning what we'll have to face in the end, maybe I wouldn't have sold my sould to the show.. okay.. that's not true. Because I still would have.
"It's better to feel pain, than nothing at all..." to quote the Lumineers.

I am so thankful for everything this show gave me. Not only hours of joy while watching but also for letting me be part of a wonderful fandom.
This goes to you Merlin fandom: Thank you so much! I cannot remember ever feeling so at home in a fandom and to feel so like an actual part of it. Can we please always stick together? We'll keep the show and everything around it alive.

I never have to feel alone with this show.
A lot of the other shows I love(d) and watch(ed) I always had to go through them alone. Sometimes I've never really felt like part of the fandom and/or I had nobody to talk about it. But not with Merlin.
I've found great friends here, wonderful people to talk to and people I really care about. Thank you, so much.
I can remember the day when I showed Merlin to my little brother and the day when I introduced it to my little sister..
And since these days we've always watched it together when it was on TV, we cried together discussed together, fangirled together. This is like one of the most beautiful things imo, sharing the love, never being in this alone.

And I also have to admit that without the show I might have quit vidding about half a year ago. At this time it seemed like I wasn't able to put anything together anymore and it didn't look as anybody cared about my videos.. but then I got most of the eps from my friend Tessa and well, yeah my inspiration came back. And it seemed as some people actually enjoyed my work. Thank you so much for that. Thank you so much for your support, comments and everything guys.

I am an emotional mess right now. There is so much I want to say and I don't know how to put it into words...

And to this video..
I've been working on this video for some time now and I've cried a lot while doing it. Camelot has been like a home for me and it will always be for us all.
Can you remember Merlin coming to Camelot in the Dragon's Call? Ye, he came and build a home for himself, for his friends, for us and for so much other people and characters we got to know through 5 wonderful seasons.
But there has always to come a time to say goodbye, hasn't it?
And I guess the time is now...
I really tried to put everything that makes the show what it is in this video; to remember why we loved it so much and why we will always do.
*oh f**ck, I am crying without end... help*

I am thinking about vidding 5x13 but until now I just didn't find the courage to do so.
My heart is breaking and the tears are falling.

Thank you guys
Thank you show
Thank you Cast
Thank you Merlin

Thank you
for everything

(oh and if you want, you can rebolg it on tumblr idk)
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