An honest talk about what suicidal thoughts look like for me when they come knocking. Depression is a horrific condition that does such a good job of lying to us. If you’ve ever felt them, please know you are not alone. You are not broken. And one day, I truly believe, we’ll see and find that light that seems so far away. Hang in there, my friend. 💜

Adorable Puppies: [ Ссылка ]
My3App – Suicide Safety Plan/Prevention App: [ Ссылка ]

Crisis Text Line: [ Ссылка ] or text 741-741 in the U.S.

List of international crisis lines: [ Ссылка ]

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MY MENTAL HEALTH CHANNEL: [ Ссылка ]

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CONTACT ME //

MY P.O. BOX:
Jo Beckwith
3578 Hartsel Drive #615
Colorado Springs, CO 80920

E-MAIL ME:
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OTHER VIDEOS //
Why Did I Lose My Leg? [ Ссылка ]
How I Said Goodbye To My Leg: [ Ссылка ]
Seeing My Amputated Leg for the First Time: [ Ссылка ]
Walking for the First Time: [ Ссылка ]
Life Before Amputation – With My Fused Ankle: [ Ссылка ]
Day in the Life of an Amputee: [ Ссылка ]

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FAVORITES & MENTIONED IN THE VIDEO //

My favorite mental health items: [ Ссылка ]
My favorite books: [ Ссылка ]
My bullet favorite journaling supplies: [ Ссылка ]
Vlogging/video equipment I use: [ Ссылка ]

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SUBTITLES //

Want to help my videos become more accessible to viewers around the world? Use this link to contribute subtitles and translations!
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MUSIC //

The music contained in this video can be found at Artist.io - [ Ссылка ]
The End Credit music is Summer Snow by Low Light/Nick Kingswell

INTRO //
 
Rick "Now Lets Draw" (who did my intro!) - contact him for amazing intros, artwork, editing, After Effects work, and more!: nowletsdraw@gmail.com

Caricatures of my dogs & I (shown in the intro) drawn by Ash Murdock! [ Ссылка ]

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Fourteen years of pain and failed ankle surgeries brought me to 2018, when I made the difficult decision to become a twenty-seven-year-old below-the-knee elective amputee. This channel is to document my journey of amputation surgery, recovery, and reclaiming my life.

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