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Song produced by Dan Haynes :

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Mixed & Mastered by John Will : @iamjohnwill

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Directed by : Jonathan Chou & Witt Lowry
Executive Producer : Jonathan Hernandez & Joseph Barbalaco
Producer : Jibriel Rabinowitz
Steadi Cam : Jose Espinoza
1st AC : Sam Hecker
Gaffer : Harrison Bliss
Grip : Kevin Ramirez
HMU : Miriam Ortiz
Truck PA : Ben Rodgers
Set PA : Tyler Simms & Kitty Estrella
Editor : David Rho
Colorist : Sam Zook

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LYRICS:

[INTRO] [HOOK]
Monster, how should I feel
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, there are voices
In the darkness, and they say they won't go

[VERSE]
Stare long enough at the abyss and it seems to start to stare back at you
Lost inside my head is a scary place I’ve adapted to
Friends and family call and I tell them that "I’ll get back to you"
Too busy on my phone, doomscrolling, spent the afternoon
Stressed out, head down, can barely leave my bed now
I hate these fuckin feelings they tell me to try these meds out
But doc, we’ve only talked for like 10 minutes, I’m sketched out
Paranoid, can’t tell if these people are foes or friends now
You know what it feels like to feel like nobody can help
On top of that feel like you’re loosing yourself
I wouldn’t even wish my enemies the hand I was dealt
Thought I could pay the pain to fade with some material wealth
But tears fallin in the Tesla I guess it’s kinda ironic
To feel so fuckin broke inside something I always wanted
My demons came to play it feels like my brain may be haunted
Hate myself sometimes as much as they hate on me to be honest
I saw fentanyl take the life away from my cousin
I watched alcohol steal the life away from my dad
I came from nothing now I’m scared that might be what I’m becoming
Look in the mirror and barely recognize the one looking back, so!

[HOOK]
Monster, how should I feel
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, there are voices
In the darkness, and they say they won't go

[VERSE]
Wrote a song when my dad passed and they said it was trash
That made me wish that I put less of myself into every track
I know you can’t just burn the orchard when one apple is bad
But the fact of the matter is that I feel I’m starting to crack
And they say don’t, take it to heart, we’ll how the fuck do I not
When I put my soul inside something and they say it’s a flop
Constantly tear my art apart when this is all that I got
They wanna see me on a stage or me left in a grave to rot
I’ve been overstessin bout overstressin, I lie in bed and think about this life I manifested, yet my depression’s always yellin that I’m destined for regression, sad obsession with progression, still they think that I’m just desperate for attention
Broke, down about around this time just last fall
At therapy tellin my therapist I feel so small
Pushed everyone I love away and fuck it’s all my fault
Is it better to feel like this or to feel nothing at all
I turn the lights down, lonely
Remember back when we would cash in cans at the grocery
Weren’t there when I was drowning but the first to say you know me
So sick of people saying that they care and never show me
My grandpa once told me that inside an empty mind is where the devil likes to play
And everyday it’s all the same I just stare at an empty page
Ruminate about all the things that have piled up on my plate
Time I take control of my brain, know I can’t just pray this away, so!

[HOOK]
Monster, how should I feel
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, there are voices
In the darkness, and they say they won't go

[OUTRO]

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