In June 2015 Hillsong Paster Brian Houston talked candidly with Hope Media about the rewards and challenges of his life and ministry - including a PTSD diagnosis, depression, his book Live Love Lead, and dealing with the glare of the media.
In this excerpt Brian shares how his view of God has changed through his years of ministry.
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