Track 3 of the debut EP by Spencer Mason, titled "Confessional Lines".
Lyrics:
There's a hole in my chest where your head used to rest
But thinking back you complained I was uncomfortable
My heartbeats are slower now that you're not around and I can never seem to fill my lungs
We were forced to move on into new friends, new lives that I haven't had time for recovery
I'm still off balanced by these recent events and I've taken that out on my liver
And you might think that I think I'm free but since we've parted all I've done is sleep, and drink and listen to Rain in July
And you might say that I'm better off now but without you I've been stripped of my crown, and I knew that this was destined to happen
I just wasn't expecting it now
There was a calm before the storm when we said our goodbyes and a talk of a friendship that would never die kept me headstrong for that moment
Jesus was I so ignorant
A rush of emotion and a flood of tears
A light shining upon all of my worst fears
Oh we never speak anymore, no it will never be what it was before
And it's nice when you still smile at me
It seems to fill that part of me that's missing from my chest
With you I always tried my best
And I am sorry that that wasn't good enough
And I don't blame you, no I'm just fucked
But Jesus Christ, I miss your touch
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