I had to read this article called shitty first drafts by anne lamott and it inspired me!
It helped me with my writing process by saying, "its okay to have shitty first drafts, because no one is ever going to have a great first draft." "Those don't exist"
Professionals have their own ways of getting in the zone but even they don't have their focus. You may have to write five pages before you get your focus on what you want to write. Don't just settle for the first draft, there is always room for improvement.
and PS. i know im awkward lol
